Directions...
some call it Directions
some call it Moral Compass
some call it Aspiration
some call it Dream
some call it Their Calling
some call it THE job
guess this is the stage of our lives where we search for wat issit that we really wanna do in life.. then again, how far should we plan? how long can i live? its the time of the month again when my heart gets gloomy and sad, n i get depressed n irritable...
realise i haven really talked bout my new job... had been workin for over a week and am startin to actually enjoy what i am doing... well, some call it high-class child care center, i think it more as a program co-ordinator.. workin at a youth center, catering to American kids whoz parents work for the US military base in singapore.. the kids... so far so good, really nice bunch.. i mean how bad can kids get? (i mean some can get really bad) but kids by nature are nice... there are no bad kids.. juz kids who are influenced by the wrong crowd, no guidance by parents n etc... i can hear many comments comin from ppl say, wat the hell bout there are no bad kids.... comes back to the basic question i learnt in Developmental Psychology, NATURE vs NURTURE? which one do u agree??
so yes, my job, realise i am actually in the position to bring more to the kids who are there, it is up to me to interact with them, to be their friend n hang out with them,.. i can plan activities that would b beneficial to them... so it takes time... juz like how in camp we need time to build rapport with the kids, they dun come in often, so with the time that i spend, i will try... have i said it already? but i am slowly startin to like my job! cuz i feel that i can do a much better job than wat the previous ppl had done... n i WILL do a better job...
so watz my directions in life? at this pt of time, i need affirmation! affirmation that so far i am doing a good job and that i will b given more responsibility to perform... n i WILL do a well in it... it might not be the most glamourous job in many ppl's eye.. but I LIKE!! haha
maybe i am happy after all!! =)
some call it Moral Compass
some call it Aspiration
some call it Dream
some call it Their Calling
some call it THE job
guess this is the stage of our lives where we search for wat issit that we really wanna do in life.. then again, how far should we plan? how long can i live? its the time of the month again when my heart gets gloomy and sad, n i get depressed n irritable...
realise i haven really talked bout my new job... had been workin for over a week and am startin to actually enjoy what i am doing... well, some call it high-class child care center, i think it more as a program co-ordinator.. workin at a youth center, catering to American kids whoz parents work for the US military base in singapore.. the kids... so far so good, really nice bunch.. i mean how bad can kids get? (i mean some can get really bad) but kids by nature are nice... there are no bad kids.. juz kids who are influenced by the wrong crowd, no guidance by parents n etc... i can hear many comments comin from ppl say, wat the hell bout there are no bad kids.... comes back to the basic question i learnt in Developmental Psychology, NATURE vs NURTURE? which one do u agree??
so yes, my job, realise i am actually in the position to bring more to the kids who are there, it is up to me to interact with them, to be their friend n hang out with them,.. i can plan activities that would b beneficial to them... so it takes time... juz like how in camp we need time to build rapport with the kids, they dun come in often, so with the time that i spend, i will try... have i said it already? but i am slowly startin to like my job! cuz i feel that i can do a much better job than wat the previous ppl had done... n i WILL do a better job...
so watz my directions in life? at this pt of time, i need affirmation! affirmation that so far i am doing a good job and that i will b given more responsibility to perform... n i WILL do a well in it... it might not be the most glamourous job in many ppl's eye.. but I LIKE!! haha
maybe i am happy after all!! =)
posted by m|e at 1:19 AM
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