Its a bizarre world after all!
*Deep breathe....
it is really a bizarre world.... ever since last friday, things juz went SWOOSH SWOOSH N SWOOSH/... before i realised it, its the end of one week and the start of another.. i had since been in this job for a month le... so fast rite?
yah man.. i oso say... last last friday was prob the first time i actually doubted the decision of me being in this job... its tiring.. i still go hm like 7ish every day... i had been gg back to office on saturdays cuz i need to organise myself to be on the same pace as those whu had been ard.. i need to build up my database, my candidate pool... office life is like a warzone everyday... when u hv orders running around, u hope that u would hv the right people... some point of time its like a stock market, tempo fast, momentum fast, no second thoughts, whoever is faster get to fill it in first... sounds fun rite? i oso say!
but when such competitive things come along, i get stressed up... haha.... like how my division leader say to me, mel, u need to be much faster, u need to fill more orders, place more candidates (i oso want!!! if only my candidates are not that fcked up) you are the kind that cannot lose out to people one! so i know u can do it!! i oso wanna do it! n like what she said, i am someone an ego as BIG AS GRAND CANYON! (i never deny that fact) so when i don't see the numbers, i don't see the figures, i get damn stressed up n i get damn peck cek!!! grrrrrrrrr then my momentum go down liao... sigh
so anyway, my one month temp probabation is extended, n i am tryin to get myself more motivated, putting in more ads online, tryin to skim my way thru, handle people better, be faster,... but to a pt ah.. like everyday when i leave the office, i jus wanna go hm n sleep man.... like juz slp n slp n slp... hahaa.... like wat melanie said... Her motto in life now is to like weekday more than weekend! WHY? cuz there are 5 weekdays, n only 2 weekends, so wun it make more sense if ur fav days of the wk are wkdays? so u would hv more fav days then not fav days?? cuz wkends cannot bring in sales.... like how on friday come... SHARKS, its friday already!!! why???? then again, thank god for wkends, then i can catch up on my sleep... go out for dinner, stay out for movie n ktv... n slp...
have to go temple more often man...
Oh... so did i mention why its a bizarre world? cuz it IS a bizarre world... so many weird ppl ard... u face soo many diff kinda ppl... ppl only want $6, $5.80 they reject.. rather sit at hm n lobo do nothing... ngia 3 ngia 4, dun go interview, dun turn up, dun pick up phone... how can these ppl ever succeed.. that explains for the level of unemployment... so many jobs, nobody to fill... fcked up man....
TGIF...
It is a bizarre world after all... there are just so many fcked up ppl around man...bless these ppl... how to get these people to get out of their own bubble?.... geez
it is really a bizarre world.... ever since last friday, things juz went SWOOSH SWOOSH N SWOOSH/... before i realised it, its the end of one week and the start of another.. i had since been in this job for a month le... so fast rite?
yah man.. i oso say... last last friday was prob the first time i actually doubted the decision of me being in this job... its tiring.. i still go hm like 7ish every day... i had been gg back to office on saturdays cuz i need to organise myself to be on the same pace as those whu had been ard.. i need to build up my database, my candidate pool... office life is like a warzone everyday... when u hv orders running around, u hope that u would hv the right people... some point of time its like a stock market, tempo fast, momentum fast, no second thoughts, whoever is faster get to fill it in first... sounds fun rite? i oso say!
but when such competitive things come along, i get stressed up... haha.... like how my division leader say to me, mel, u need to be much faster, u need to fill more orders, place more candidates (i oso want!!! if only my candidates are not that fcked up) you are the kind that cannot lose out to people one! so i know u can do it!! i oso wanna do it! n like what she said, i am someone an ego as BIG AS GRAND CANYON! (i never deny that fact) so when i don't see the numbers, i don't see the figures, i get damn stressed up n i get damn peck cek!!! grrrrrrrrr then my momentum go down liao... sigh
so anyway, my one month temp probabation is extended, n i am tryin to get myself more motivated, putting in more ads online, tryin to skim my way thru, handle people better, be faster,... but to a pt ah.. like everyday when i leave the office, i jus wanna go hm n sleep man.... like juz slp n slp n slp... hahaa.... like wat melanie said... Her motto in life now is to like weekday more than weekend! WHY? cuz there are 5 weekdays, n only 2 weekends, so wun it make more sense if ur fav days of the wk are wkdays? so u would hv more fav days then not fav days?? cuz wkends cannot bring in sales.... like how on friday come... SHARKS, its friday already!!! why???? then again, thank god for wkends, then i can catch up on my sleep... go out for dinner, stay out for movie n ktv... n slp...
have to go temple more often man...
Oh... so did i mention why its a bizarre world? cuz it IS a bizarre world... so many weird ppl ard... u face soo many diff kinda ppl... ppl only want $6, $5.80 they reject.. rather sit at hm n lobo do nothing... ngia 3 ngia 4, dun go interview, dun turn up, dun pick up phone... how can these ppl ever succeed.. that explains for the level of unemployment... so many jobs, nobody to fill... fcked up man....
TGIF...
It is a bizarre world after all... there are just so many fcked up ppl around man...bless these ppl... how to get these people to get out of their own bubble?.... geez
posted by m|e at 8:15 PM
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