Life Is...

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it. ~Mother Teresa

Dilemna

Its easy to find a job.. but its hard to find a career...

so is your job now your career??

Christmas eve nite!!!

so we were all red, drunk, and HAPPY!!!!!

we played fei ji qi oso... 

and cards!!! 

we played twister!! 

so we started to get into the christmas countdown mode..  

the startin crowd... when we were all sober and feeling great... 

the zoukout-drinking-at-the-carpark crowd!!! 

Life had been really good recently....

Think happy tots.. and u will be happy... do u agree??
at least i think so...

In the middle of the night

a random post i meant to put up long long time ago...

the nite is never a good time for me, or maybe it is, time for me to think.. think bout wat happened, think bout the conversations i had with my friends, bout wat i want in life... where do i start writing? if only i can record down whateva i am thinkin, and not think bout it and write it down.. but writing it down makes me think thru dem... think deeply thru it..

so after gettin all tt shit on saturday... while i was still stuck in the center, words from camp songs came to me.. songs tt made me cry everytime cuz it is usually sang on candlelight time... Swing Low... sweet chariot... comin home to carry me home.. swing low.. sweet chariot.. coming home to carry me home... this song was also sung during campfires, and captain lynn moss and the head counsellors would lead the individidal campers to sing the different part of the songs... how nice it sounded like... would i ever be able to hear it again?? would i?

it seems so easy for me to say tt i was gg back last yr... but things are so different now.. i wanna go back to the camp environment, where ppl are nice, kids are great, we can discpline them, get in touch with the wilds, with mother nature.. work out their young minds, young bodies, young soul.. instead of being sucked into the video, play station, Xbox world... i am a sucker, cuz i am using the computer.. but its only thru this media am i able to communicate and get in touch with my friends... thru using the cell phone are u able to communicate and tok to ur family...


to be contd...

Shit Happens... To me... All THE TIME

yes... so shit happens... like wat the title says... TO.. ME.... ALL ..THE... STUPID... FCKIN.. TIME... wat to do? LL suck thumb lo...

so this is the first incident tt had happened since i hv worked here... ppl have warned me tt alot of the parents here are nasty.. kids are really nasty... but i was taken in by their angelic smile..(the kids) by their polite n "speak to me properly" shit.. fck shit.... tis is so dumb...

watz the worst? knowing that ur kid is a brat but tryin to protect ur image and ur kids image n probably ur hushand's image cuz he is a big fck shot... or thinking tt ur kid is an angel and nice to everybody but is actually a hum chee idiot who is juz a brat... n tryin to protect ur son cuz... i am a fckin american n u should deal with my kid better?

i prob have thought bout this thing before already... kids as young as 9 knows tt they can complain n make their teacher lose their job... thinkin tt by sayin the right words at the right time in front of the parents n tt I WILL WIN... or DUN U DARE DO ANYTHING TO ME kinda look cuz MY MUM IS HERE!!! TMD...

SO YES.... i had a rough day... fck.... fck fck fck.,....

social acceptability VS moral acceptability

so yes, was thinkin bout this entry on my way home juz now... so what is socially acceptable(SA) and what is morally acceptable (MA)?? which is more important? does SA acts = MA acts?

so what the fck am i tokin bout le? well.. living in the 21st century, humankind have evolved alot... social issues that were taboo in our parents' days are open topic for discussion in MY DAYs.. as in now... friends tok bout everything.... this is a general entry.. not pin-pointing at anyone... but it dawned upon me that how many ppl are really concerned bout sex before marriage? rem ron was sayin how her aussie coursemates who are 20 are gettin married juz so that they can have sex freely.. but do ppl really need marriage to have sex? then again do marriage really lead to an active sex life? do u really need to get married to have sex? wat bout ppl who are unattached(like me!) or ppl who are attached... hmmmm....

sex is the extreme... other things le? holding hands? kissing? wat is the limit? is there a limit? it makes me wonder.... to add on to me feeling more n more thatWTF, i am really gettin old.... i read more of my sex n the city book, n i juz dwell n think bout it more.... maybe i should start my own column, n write my own stories... i do have an interesting life, interesting friends, interesting stories to share to ppl who are bored with their work, with their life, feeling that their life are fcked up, ops... haha

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let me share smth with u guys...
source: SATC kiss n tell

Carrie's Quandaries(dilemna)...

since birth, modern women have been told we can do and be anything we want. be an astranout, the head of an internet company, a stay-at-home mum. there aren't any rules anymore, and the choices are endless. and apparently they can be delivered right to their door. But issit possible that we've gotten so spoiled by choices that we've become unable to make one???

what if prince charming had never showed up? would snow white have slept in the glass coffin forever? or would she have eventually woken up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a health-care package, and a baby from her local neighbourhood sperm bank? i couldn't help but wonder: inside every confident, driven single woman, is there a delicate fragile princess just waiting to be saved???

in a city of infinite options, sometimes there's no better feeling than knowing you only have one....

maybe you can't change a man, but once in a blue moon, you can change a woman...

does a string of bad dates really equal one good one? and will treating someone badly in one r/s ensure that you will be treated badly in the next? does everything that goes around really come around? and if so, will it come around to bite you in the ass??

(the last and final, and my fav one)
"SOUL MATE" 2 little words. ONe BIG concept. a Belief that someone, somewhere is holding the key to your heart, and your dream house. All you have to do is to find them. so where is this person? and if you love someone and it didn't work out, does that mean they weren't your soul mate??


good nite ppl...

Great nite!!!

WEDNESDAY +
FREE BOOZE +
MAMBO MUSIC +
GREAT COMPANY +
= gREAT NITE!!

had lotsa fun! lotsa booze!! i'm a mambo kid!!! great company!! love my friends, love my life.. love everything!!! especially MAMBO!!!!

*breathe... breathe... and breathe again

(this entry was written on monday, i will edit again when i am free-er)
so i was thinking wat that it had been such an eventful weekend that i do not know wat title for this entry should be.. basically it goes like.....
work (fcked up kena niao) tired
ZoukOut '05... very fun.. great... lotsa booze, great company, music.. mau's car's music like betta le..
1.5hrs slp later...

SMP camp day 1, sembawang campsite... did random log stuff, unpack stuff...
Work, fell asleep n a mum walked in with the kids.. fingers crossed, hope that wun complain against me...
went hm, showered, change..
SMP camp day 1 nite... Nite Act... cooked fried rice, milo, wrapped 8 presents with weiyang, slept, woke up suddenly n realise haven cook the eggs n hotdogs for breakfast...
2hrs slp later...

woke up... got a bus, fell asleep, missed the stop tt i am suppose to change bus, ended up at Sembawang interchange, took a cab hm.. fell asleep on the cab again...
3.5 hrs slp later...

shower, change, go to work... realise that sergent n service quality manager came for inspection, tmd.. duno anything, tried as best to answer dem, boss came.. toked more, dennis.. gott choose today to be 1/2hr late... lucky sergent go off liao..
went back to campsite for campfire, it was great.. feeling was fantastic, sitting ard the campfire, crackin of the woods, dust, n yes, HEAT... mentors doin skits, mentees doing skits, campcrew doing skits, it was juz funny.... haha.. smp camp skit no storyline de... but never.. its still funny.. so i like... haha....

back hm now.. eyes falling down... its gonna b yet another great week ahead!!!!!

What Others say bout us!

so i was bored, and got distracted with my work n found this article...

click on it n be proud... yeah NUS...

we are actually "hip"

http://newshub.nus.edu.sg/news/0410/pdf/Hip-ST-Oct26-p3.pdf

Directions...

some call it Directions
some call it Moral Compass
some call it Aspiration
some call it Dream
some call it Their Calling
some call it THE job


guess this is the stage of our lives where we search for wat issit that we really wanna do in life.. then again, how far should we plan? how long can i live? its the time of the month again when my heart gets gloomy and sad, n i get depressed n irritable...

realise i haven really talked bout my new job... had been workin for over a week and am startin to actually enjoy what i am doing... well, some call it high-class child care center, i think it more as a program co-ordinator.. workin at a youth center, catering to American kids whoz parents work for the US military base in singapore.. the kids... so far so good, really nice bunch.. i mean how bad can kids get? (i mean some can get really bad) but kids by nature are nice... there are no bad kids.. juz kids who are influenced by the wrong crowd, no guidance by parents n etc... i can hear many comments comin from ppl say, wat the hell bout there are no bad kids.... comes back to the basic question i learnt in Developmental Psychology, NATURE vs NURTURE? which one do u agree??

so yes, my job, realise i am actually in the position to bring more to the kids who are there, it is up to me to interact with them, to be their friend n hang out with them,.. i can plan activities that would b beneficial to them... so it takes time... juz like how in camp we need time to build rapport with the kids, they dun come in often, so with the time that i spend, i will try... have i said it already? but i am slowly startin to like my job! cuz i feel that i can do a much better job than wat the previous ppl had done... n i WILL do a better job...

so watz my directions in life? at this pt of time, i need affirmation! affirmation that so far i am doing a good job and that i will b given more responsibility to perform... n i WILL do a well in it... it might not be the most glamourous job in many ppl's eye.. but I LIKE!! haha

maybe i am happy after all!! =)

my dream life

so this picture always bring a smile to my face.. cuz its the setting at where this picture was taken... with 3 of the bestest guys i hv ever met at one of the nicest place i would ever wanna call home... if only i am fortunate enuff... to have a home where the river is right behind the backyard, with my dogs n a comin child.. having a sunday afternoon drink with my friends and having a cookout... taking a boat out fishing whenever we feel like it... having traveled for the longest time, seen parts of the world, finding the love of my life, travel and share everything with him n finally settling down...
welcome to my dream life...